My obsession with mandalas (I see circles everywhere I go!) has resulted in years of study and exploration of these magical circular forms. My bookshelves are full of colorful books on this subject. I use them for inspiration in creating my version of these ancient icons which are affectionately called "LoveLights".
As was stated in an earlier post, I turned 50 with a bang!! My appendix ruptured on the night of my birthday. The upset stomach that I felt the next morning caused me to regret eating that second piece of ice cream cake. Little did I know then what had really happened and I lay around for a couple of days thinking I had the flu. Needless to say, when I finally was admitted into the hospital, I was critically ill and stayed there for a week!! I learned a great lesson through this experience - - LISTEN TO YOUR BODY!! You know; that little voice that says "get help quick!" I tried to ignore it, but when the pain grew too intense, I had no choice but to surrender to the moment and ASK for help. The outpouring of good wishes and prayers from family and friends also taught me what it feels like to be surrounded by LOVE. It was an eye-opening, AHA! moment and I'll always be grateful for the entire experience.
After recovery, when I was finally able to get back to my sewing, the first "LoveLight" was created. You see it pictured here. The black background supports the red marble mandala that is filled with the colorful butterflies all trying to get out. (It reminds me of my spirit looking for it's voice back in those days.) The name "LoveLights" had been revealed to me years earlier through my morning journaling ritual ~ but we'll save that story for another post.
Until next time ~
Be Well,
Kasia
I like this mandela with the butterflies trying to get out! I enjoy your stories!
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